So way back in the day when I was still a blogging rookie I made some friends in the blogging world through some link up parties. One of those friends was Shawn over at Seriously Shawn. We would hang out every Monday during Friend Makin' Mondays.
I however was a blogging slacker and what started as me being burnt out and slacking turned into me completely leaving the blog world for a while,
I'm back Blog World!!! (*Insert your Whoops and Cheers here*)
and I'm linking up with Shawn again for her Talk to Us Tuesdays.
I think I'm allowed to talk about whatever is on my mind...
So here it goes-
Like can't hardly hold my head up- tired to the bone- tired.
This waking up in the middle of the night 2 or 3 times to change and feed a baby while having 2 older kids as well is about to kill me.
I think all this talk of a Zombie Apocalypse is really just a bunch of sleep deprived mothers teaming up and wigging out because they are so freaking tired they decide they won't take any ones crap anymore.
Because- I'm not going to lie- I've seen a couple of zombie movies- and I'm thinking I could pass for one these days.
I'm not even sure if I brushed my hair today (that's a lie- I actually know I didn't).
I'm also ashamed to say that I pretty much am living in my sweats and pajama pants right now.
It's really kind of sad.
I should be ashamed.
I should do better.
I should try harder to make myself more presentable.
I should at least put on my nice sweats- sheesh!
But the harsh reality is:
I'm too tired to care.
Here's where I'm at:
All I know is this:
I am tired.
But I love my babies.
I love their sweet smiles.
I love their sweet cuddles.
I love their sweet noises.
I love being a mom.
And tired or not...
It's ALL worth it.
Every single big bag under each eye is SO worth it.
That's what I know.
Now I have to go.
The babies asleep and I have about 2 hours tops to get some sleep- Wish me luck.